I Miss You

It felt like forever. I still cry looking at your pictures, remembering all the memories we had together. I miss your smile, your laugh, your strong will. EVERYTHING about you granda.

I miss the way you cared for me. The way you loved me as your own child. Those sacrifices you did for me. I still regret that day when I've lost you. I never had the chance to ask for your forgiveness for the pain, the trouble I had caused you.

Losing you was very heart breaking. I've not only lost a grandfather, but also my best friend. The one who was there to make me laugh with all his crappy jokes. I missed listening to his story about his past, how he met my grandma, how hard he had to work to make sure his children received a great education.

I still remember the love and passion he have for my grandma, how his face would light up when he talks about her. My grandma was his world. He loved her so much that he can't stand being separated with her.

I'm sorry that I haven't been a good grandchild to you. I'm sorry we had those small arguments. I'm sorry that I didn't get a chance to say I love you.

Granda,
I miss you. A lot.