Gone to soon 😔

This entry is dedicated to someone special who is now with his Creator.

My granda

He was the best of the best..he was my 'dad'. He had love me more than a love for a grandchild but he loved me like I'm his daughter. He is my hero. He had gone through hard time raising his 6 wonderful and successful children.
1. She's a dentist (non-Government)
2. She's a businesswoman (own company)
3. He's a lecturer
4. She's a businesswoman too (own company)
5. He had opened his own shop (Restaurant)
6. She's a therapist (in New Zealand)

He worked so hard to get them all well-educated. He was only a garbage truck driver in Penang. After he had finished his work, he would sell 'kuih' around town (grandma made it)

And then there's me. His first grandchild. Yes, I'm spoiled by my grandparents. My granda was the sweetest man I ever known. He loves grandma so much that they're unseparable. He can't be at one place for a period of time without my grandma. Although they had arguments (which I considered normal in their marriage), but they still love each other. He told me that if my grandma pass away before him, he had nothing anymore because my grandma is his whole world.

I still remember when I was five, my parents sent me to my hometown via flight (yes, alone) and he would pick me up at the airport and it's been like that since forever. But now, he's gone. 😔😔 I missed him so much that I cried everytime I looked at his photo. He would always be cheerful and strong. He would go through so much just to fulfill my wish. He was caring, loving and he never
forgets. His memory was as sharp as a knife.

On 8th of January, my mom called me and told me he had gone to see his Creator. It was shocking and heart-breaking. On that day, I just finish my last class for the week and was about to go to Penang to see him but I didn't get the chance to. God loves him more than I do. He would always be in my memory. He had left a lovely wife, 6 successful children, 5 sons/daughters in law, 13 grandchildren (and counting) and friends

I would always remember his advice to focus on my study and I remember that I had promise him to be as successful as my mom. I would fulfill that promise granda. Watch me do it. I love u granda. Thoughts and prayers for you. We missed you.

Sincerely,
Your grandchild.

Sweet Apple Pie (Love)

I've met a wonderful person. Someone that understand me and always be there through my ups and downs. He had given me light and comfort. He had given me strength when I'm down and he showed me how love can truly change a person. 

I love the way he makes me feel everytime we texted each other and when we were on the phone talking (mostly things that are spontaneous and doesn't relate to one another). He understand me better than me, myself. Sometime I had times that I would be emotional and even the smallest things can trigger me to become an emo. But he will always be there to love me and wait for me to recover from my mood swings.

He's my better half. He's perfect just the way he is (although he nags random stuff alot). I would never ask him to change because I fell for his chara. He's childish but in a cute way. He love messing around with me and would never gets tired of my complaints. He would listen and hug me from afar and say that he loves me. My problems melt away whenever he's around. 

Although he's a gamer (very addicted gamer) , he would still find time to comfort me and talk to me. I'm grateful that God had given him to me to keep me company for the rest of my life. He's my friend, my bestfriend, my brother and my lover. I would always love you. Let faith decide what will happen in the future but for now, let's enjoy each other company. ❤️

Addicted to Dr. Gregory House

As I had mention earlier in my first post ever (LOL), I had a celebrity crush on House MD. He's really cool although his ethics is not possible for any kind of doctor to have (-..-)

I'm interested to know this guy (House) because the way he act is so cool and relax. It's like he really is a doctor that helps patient (I wish he was real)

Just look at the way he treats his patient. Although it's kindda rude but I still thinks it's awesome. 

For the first time in forever ~ (LOL)

This is my first time writing a blog. I love writing as much as the next person but it never occur to me to create my own blog so that I can share my thoughts and ideas with everyone (well, not really everyone. Just the one who is reading this post). My writing will be in dual language, either Malay or English.

I'm thankful to a friend of mine who had pushed me to create my own blog then just writing stuff down on paper (that would eventually end up in a trash can or I have lost it -..-)

I'm passionate about writing and I would give my time to just write about anything that I think of. Writing is always a favourite part of my life. I express my thoughts and ideas through my writing.

Btw, here's a little bit of intro about myself that you may wanna know. My name is Amanina Tamizi, I'm 19 years old (on Feb 2015). I'm still studying. I'm major in pure science and now I'm in a matriculation based programme for one year. I'm in my final sem now and hoping for the best. April 2015 will be my last month here in this programme (Yay, home!) Then I'm off to university (oh that make me feel so old)

I'm happy, cheerful and friendly type of girl. I'm also open minded (according to situation) I love travelling, mount climbing, forest trekking and most of all writing. I'm a cat lover. I'm obsess with cats (to a point that I have 6 of them as pet) I'm also obsess with Dr. Gregory House (will write about him in my other entry) I LOVE babies. I adore them. During holiday, I would babysit them. Babies are so innocent that I feel that they shouldn't grow up and face the challenging world (in my dreams maybe)

So that's it about me (I guess)

U can ask me if there's a point that I forgot to mention earlier

Adios